So I've finally figured it out. Figured out why I'm bitter and hurt and angry still, a year and a half later. It wasn't the fact that he found someone he felt was better, someone who fulfilled him more, it was the fact that he hid it. I can get over the fact that I wasn't his perfect woman. I have a hard time getting over being lied to...betrayed. Whatever. I'm working on getting over him. He wasn't that special. Definitely not special enough now that I think about it to have dwelled on him, and the failed relationship for as long as I have.
I have adopted a new philosophy. I'm not going to let the things people do or say around me have a negative impact on me, and I'm going to be a better person today than I was yesterday, and tomorrow, I'm going to be a better person than I was today.
That's all I have on that for today.
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